Don’t show your happiness when my eyes touch your eyes, especially when you are with him! You know I will pretend to be happy to see you and I will smile~~ just leave me alone.
I don’t need any care when I am hurt. Though I am in gloomy, don’t show your attention. Because I am deserve to endure these dam things. When I try to hunt the view of your back, it does not mean I need something from you! When I reject you, don’t make me know you are saying shit! Don’t show your anger or I will fell guilty. You must know I didn’t mean it. When you are waiting my SMG, don’t be anger to be waiting because I am searching suitable words to avoid emotional attack to you or myself.

Someday, we were happy together, and I miss the beautiful days. But now it seems I have said goodbye to them.
I have made a complete mistake. It makes me fell upset to be your brother, but when you insisted on your decision I gave in.
I know you are right, and I am completely wrong! Don’t be so kind to me. No love needs pity. Just leave me alone.
I ruined my life. So to you?
I don’t want to be your brother because I can not handle it.
Missing irritates me. I know I have thought too much. But I can’t escape. Can someone help me?
